I'd buttoned the shirt up, zipped the back of the skirt, and turned to face myself in the mirror, I recoiled, thinking, "You are too old for this outfit."
I'd always thought I had great skin -- until one day, apparently I didn't anymore. How had I let my one "pretty" attribute slip away? And my self-confidence along with it?
I have just started exploring this aspect of my sexuality and I feel like a creepy old lady trying to have a threesome.
It's not like you go to bed beautiful and wake up a hag. You grow old gradually and notice every once in a while.
So, I know this will come as a massive shock, because I totally haven’t been banging on about if for the past 9 months, but in February I turn 30. Yes, the big 3-0 is less than a month away, and I am still not even remotely ‘at one’ with it.

Jan 14, 2013 at 1:00pm | 13 comments