After being bullied at my all-girls boarding school, I developed a social phobia, had to be withdrawn and take three months off. As an adult, female relationships can be just as hard to navigate, which, ironically, is why you need your friends around.
There’s no way I could be friends with her again. When I tell someone to “fuck off and die”, as she effectively did to my career, I mean it. If the world was flooded with piss and she owned the only tree, I still wouldn’t bother.